i'm a bore.

i don’t remember forgetting.

how much it hurts to think like that, how much of me i’m proud of that, how much time i’ve spent on that, how many times will i finally stop this act. i prayed for silence i’ve long forget, i’m a nuisance to my own i said. what a ludicrous man you said i am,i’ll laugh again when i can forget.

i will always thank you.

for making things the way they are, with no escape oh no my dear i have no such luck, i’m happy i’ll be such an entertaining piece you love to enjoy. i’m thankful for these things you have such selflessly given me. shame, guilt, hate, for only myself i can bring. thank you, for everything you’ve given me.

choose to fit in or shame the dress.

i look i sense i stop and stare. i find out that i’m always there. a prick to the flesh of perfectly fine mind. i’m stopping your movement restricting your guess. i can’t get out i’m aware of that, i’m stuck here till i give in to tears. will you tear me apart i asked, depressed, i’m sure you would my friendly guest. i beg of you please move my space, i’m sick and tired of being stuck all day.

some noise even music can’t drown out.

stop my dear, you’re hurting your ears. let it through and have no fear, my only wish is to come back here. what’s so wrong i said i’m sure, i’ll return with grace i’m wrong my dear.

and this i wrote for you, taking back what is mine.

a cold empty room, nothing but a chair in sight. the stars slowly gloom, shining in on things that died. my eyes slowly grew, staring into the blurry skies. i tried to undo, my mistakes i made in life.

easier to sleep with a tired mind!

how can you be so sure, with all these uncertainties?

because of these uncertainties that i am so sure.

things are moving so fast.

yet i just don’t see it.

everyone wants to fit in. but detests the fact that they’re normal, like everyone else.

it’s on its way.

so many forms to tell, the intent of the term is never short but always flawed as neither the past nor the future has its clause.

i’d devote my time to saving you.

you placed a seed i couldn’t keep you told me i should listen to what you speak. you’re not a goal you’re my way to speak, an honest lie i’ll try to keep. you’ll always be there i know it’ll stick. the game has changed, my little freak, i’m yours to keep, i’m lying with speed.

true to the touch.

come close, be proud and be bold. do not falter under weights that you hold. be it reasons or gold, don’t fall back even when it’s time to let go.

when your mental faculties falls to bits.

a feeling one can never forget. a sensation so hard to bear. let’s be fair show me the tears, of your mind we swore to share.